Alychia Michel, known as the mixed race and daughter of an ex-prostitute, must learn to live with her difference and to ignore the eyes of others, in order to preserve a certain balance and a semblance of happiness. Her life changes when she meets a charming Canadian. Before leaving her native island for Quebec, she traveled there for a few weeks, which allowed her to discover the history of her Republic, from its beginnings until the 1990s. Later, in Quebec, despite everything. love she feels for the man of her life and her three children, she must continually struggle to survive the hubbub that occurs in her head and that tries to lead her straight towards the abyss. In 2008,the descent into hell is brutal. This time, she can no longer lie to herself and the only solution to find the light comes down to an inner journey that will lead her to forgiveness, compassion and love.