To be a journalist is to tell the truth. The Country I Love is Elena Kostyuchenko's fearless and unrelenting attempt to document Putin's Russia as experienced by those it systematically and brutally erases: sex workers in Moscow; queer people in the outer provinces; patients and doctors at a Ukrainian maternity ward; and reporters like herself, at risk not only because of her work but because she lives openly as a queer woman and LGBTQ activist in a deeply homophobic state. The result is a singular portrait of a nation, and of a young woman who refuses to be silenced. In March 2022, as a reporter for Russia's last free press, Novaya Gazeta, Kostyuchenko crossed the border into Ukraine to cover the war. It was her mission to ensure that Russians witnessed the horrors Putin was committing in their name. She filed her pieces knowing that should she return home, she would likely be prosecuted and jailed, or worse. Yet, driven by the conviction that the greatest form of love and patriotism is criticism, she continues to write, undaunted and with eyes wide open. The Country I Love stitches together her reportage from the past 15 years with personal essays to create a kaleidoscopic narrative that Kostyuchenko understands may be the last thing she'll publish for a long time, perhaps ever.